The Worst Thing Happened. Then Everything Changed.

The Shift Client Testimonial:

The worst thing that can happen while you’re manifesting a specific person happened to me.

I was having a relationship with someone who had a 3p. At least I manifested that far.

The problem is that we got found out by the 3p. She found my sensitive pictures on his phone, forwarded them to herself and forwarded them to our boss and my SP’s family, describing me with words I wouldn’t feel right repeating here.

They had children together. When he told me he had to try to make things right because of his children, I understood. Besides this happening in my personal life, we both got called by HR.

I thought my life was over and that I deserved it for getting involved with him in the first place. I took some mental health days and got an emergency coaching call. Paulina never judged me. She gave me so much comfort and shared her story and her extremely high faith that things would work out okay. There’s something about her that made me believe her.

She told me my problem was that I had been trying to manifest from earning, and I signed up for the Shift. She left me with a difficult question to ponder until our first Shift session. Did I still want this man? And was I willing to love him fully?

This question broke something in me. One of his children has medical problems. Would I be willing to love him with his past, his story and with how he acted when everything blew up? Or did I want something different for myself? If I could have anything, what did my heart truly desire?

I saw my own resistance. I didn’t want to be an ugly person on the inside, but I couldn’t see a way in which I could possibly have what I wanted, forgive him and get my reputation restored.

Paulina explained to me that our heart changes as we step into receiving mode, and things that didn’t seem possible before now do. I held onto that and accepted that I wanted to love him and I wanted him to choose me, even if it scared me to admit it. I was prepared for whatever changes happened in me.

I went back to work and talked to HR. On his end, my SP told them he would do whatever I wanted. If I’d rather he transferred to another city, he’d do that. I thought that was sweet of him. He didn’t want to hurt me more. I thought of maybe being transferred myself, but I wasn’t prepared to make any permanent decisions. I wanted to change first. My boss and coworkers were very gracious. They saw it as, no matter what one does, no one deserves to have their private pictures spread like that, and they advised me to take legal action.

All of these choices seemed like a lot. I felt frozen and just wanted to experience a change of perspective. I learned to be still and patient, and to look at the good to avoid making choices out of fear. I practiced answer mode and observing the thoughts that come from the old man.

Here’s where I saw something interesting in me. I saw the part of me that made me manifest this whole mess instead of the end. If there’s anyone out there struggling with not getting the end, look at what you’re holding within that doesn’t make love normal and natural to you.

By our second session, I was ready to step deeper into the unconditional love state. Paulina made sure I understood what that would look like and gave me some exercises. That week I could be comfortable with the idea of him moving out of there. I could see this as willing the good of the other, including the 3p. My anger and jealousy were gone, and I could surrender to love a little more easily.

He texted me a couple of weeks later, telling me she had kicked him out and he was okay with it. I could feel he was testing the waters with me. Of course, my mind told me he was only reaching out because he didn’t have her anymore and that if she hadn't kicked him out, he would have never left. I felt the pain of that in my gut and knew it was time for emotional revision.

Emotional revision was intense. Just like with Paulina’s first question, something else broke inside me with emotional revision. But it was like something old that was holding me back broke. After, the unconditional love felt all-encompassing, and I could see myself clearly.

In that session, I let go of the guilt, shame and fear of judgment. The world reflected it immediately. No one was bringing it up, there was no dread in my body, and when I saw my SP at work, I caught myself smiling. I wasn’t seeing the man that had betrayed me, I was seeing the man I loved. Again, my thoughts attacked me, but I knew that old voice didn’t come from God. It was easy to get right back to loving.

He held my hand and I pulled it away instantly. He told me it’s okay. Everybody knows and he is getting a divorce. No one around us batted an eye. It was like stepping into a whole new reality.

It took me some more work to go all in with the state of unconditional love. Any time I’d pull away, he would go cold on me. It was uncanny to experience.

He got a divorce and proposed to me. We had lunch with the 3p and her new boyfriend, and the children, of course. I love watching him be a father and supporting him there too. He supports my dreams and says I’ll probably get further in my career than he will, and that he’ll always be there, being my number one fan.

When this all blew up, I never ever thought it would end in marriage and me being friendly with the 3p. My faith has grown and I think down the line, his daughter could get better. I’d love to manifest that happening. I know it would make my future husband the happiest father in the world. Just thinking about that, I get teary-eyed. I never knew I could love this deep and be loved this hard.