She Was Exhausted from Manifesting

By the time I decided to get help I was exhausted with manifestation. It would work for some things, but never permanent and not for the big things like stable income or my specific person choosing me and committing.

I was scared that what I had experienced with manifestation so far was all that it could give. I felt that if there was more effort to put in, I did not have it in me.

Paulina was a breath of fresh air. She’s on a different level than most manifestation coaches. I could ask all the questions, and she would never say “If you assume it doesn’t work then it doesn’t work”. She would teach me all the different systems I could choose from.  Shame of not being able to manifest took away my power, she gave it back to me. I’m getting emotional writing this.

My manifestation journey started because of wanting a specific person. The only thing that had happened between us was flirting. I met him when he was engaged and then he got married. I did not even try to move on. I just affirmed harder.

I was in deep emotional distress at one point. It was hard having invested months of effort in affirming and having nothing. This distress made my ego go offline for a day. It might have been dissociation, but he texted me just wanting to know how I was. Then nothing happened and that’s when I got coaching.

First time I got coaching Paulina explained where she could see I was misaligned. A big part of what was standing in the way for me was holding in all that fear. She gave me a system in which fear was allowed, and I felt so much better! It was peace I had not felt in a long time.

She told me to follow my joy. I would imagine my person texting me at times. I had done that before but here’s the difference that makes it work: When I imagined from alignment or the presence of unconditional love, it was from the perspective of “I really like this experience, I´m going to imagine to enjoy that experience now”. Before I felt like I could not relax unless he texted me, and I would imagine to calm my anxiety and hoping it would happen.

The more you trust God within the easier manifestation gets. Before, feeling like I had to make everything happen and that I could be punished for not getting it right drained me. Now I understand what Paulina means when she says if people knew how loved they truly are, no one would struggle with manifestation.

I learned to shift my state with the same principle of entering a version of me for the sake of enjoying that version. The crown jewel was the energy ball exercise. I had to do it five times before I got it right. That exercise comes with a disclaimer. If you do it three things can happen.

1. You get triggered, but that is good because you’re being shown what stops you from moving states.

2. You get the manifestation but from a different person than intended. This is good because then you know the resistance is because you’re still holding the person to the old story, so they can’t change.

3. It manifests perfectly.

First three times I got triggers. Fourth time I got asked on a date by someone who was not my person. Fifth time, my person asked me on a date. I removed the 3p and got my person interested in me by focusing on the version of ME where there was no third party (fear, limitation) and in which I was already loved and chosen.

We are still dating and he was everything I thought he would be. If you have tried it all and nothing works for you, you’re going to love working with Paulie. She tells it like It is.