I Was Getting Signs for a Year… But No Results

After my ex broke up with me, I got into manifesting. In the begging it felt like a relief. I didn’t have to deal with the pain of the breakup. I could instead do some technique and he’d want me again.

I joined all the reddit groups to make sure I was doing it right. Over time I became obsessed with any sign of movement, like someone bringing his name up in conversation. I would clock these things as progress, but it had been a whole year, and I was getting nothing more than signs.

I started to get really desperate and scared that it would go on like this for years. It was an awful mental state to be in. I didn’t know how to get myself out of it.

I tried to just “leave the state behind” the way some people teach, with mindfulness exercises. I’d feel ok for a little while and then the anxiety and fear would come back even stronger.

A friend of mine had coached with Paulie and gotten her specific person and managed to pay off a mountain of debt through manifestation. She recommended I book with her. I got an emergency call to get to know her. She pointed out the issue right away. She said I was trying to leave the self behind instead of letting it be redeemed by unconditional love. The way that she explained things sounded so much easier. I didn’t have to pretend I was ok or rely on my own mental strength anymore.

It was good because I was all out of strength.  I got a package and her exercises involving God changed things for me fast. It felt like I was hit by a truck made of unconditional love. That week my ex reached out. It was unreal to see changes so fast.

The closer I got to God the closer my person got to me. We met up and everything, but I reacted really bad. All the bad feelings of the breakup came back. I couldn’t feel unconditional love anymore. Because of this I applied emotional revision and forgiveness exercises. I went all the way with and could see that I was pushing out exactly what I had been getting. It was humbling to say the least.

I don’t think that what I called love before was love. It doesn’t compare to what I experienced after emotional revision. I don’t have another word to describe it but awe.

Paulie took me to the end using the room method. From the room “I remembered when”. This looks like reminiscing about things that haven’t happened yet. What I reminiscence about was the moment I accepted this man truly loved me and wanted me.  I used the thoughts and visuals that came to me as we did that exercise to anchor back into the state every day. I had my moments of thinking what if it doesn’t happen. I felt like that was ok. I didn’t need to push that away. I had enough trust to know that the state would reflect somehow, and all I had to do was enjoy it now.

I met someone else that felt just like the man in the room and at the same time my person was hot for me. I did the energy ball exercise to push things along, using it to have my ex ask me to get back together. It worked in a couple of weeks, and I said goodbye to the new guy and blocked him.

I had never experienced manifesting like this before. It’s true when God gives he aint stingy. This is life changing in so many ways. I have a completely different outlook on life and love. I’ll never feel alone or hopeless again and knowing that really changes things.