From Being Taken for Granted to Being Chosen

Please forgive any misspellings. English is not my first language, and I used a translator to try to make sure this is ok.

The initial situation was that I was in a very strange relationship with the specific person. We had sexual encounters, but it wasn’t an established friends with benefits situation. It was more like we would bump into each other when going out and he would seduce me and then just disappear.

I felt very attached. I started to wonder why he would do that. I thought he was very handsome and smart. I had a lot of attraction to him and him treating me that way started to damage my self-esteem.

I became a bit obsessed and would no longer enjoy nights out because I was always waiting for him to arrive and give me attention.  I didn’t like how I felt and I could not stop thinking about him. But after I always felt so disappointed with how he treated me. He wasn’t very loving or tender and It felt bad that he would assume that he could just sleep with me when he felt like it. I felt taken for granted but couldn’t say no either.

I didn’t want to just forget about him and move on. I wanted him to chose me, a little bit out of revenge.

I got coaching and I really liked the unconditional love and seeing reality as a mansion with infinite realities.

I went from feeling sad and broken to feeling very angry at my specific person for treating me that way, and at myself for being in a situation that didn’t bring me happiness. It was nice to be reassured that being angry means progress. I could see my person for who he was and not who I wanted him to be and that helped me detach and have more energy. I could enjoy some moments of my life again.

At first he disappeared for some months but then he came in hot. This time I could enjoy it without it taking away my peace or my joy. I even said no a few times and he was very confused. This made me happy. I had my power back.

All of this helped decrease the importance, which you have to do to manifest. The authority of your life must be the divine human imagination and not people. At this point it felt like my mind had expanded and I could understand reality different. I guess I became aware of the metaphysical world and learned to interact with it to be able to select experiences I wanted.

I used the questions to go into the state of girlfriend. I was reminding myself to not think about the old story when it came up and thinking about puppies instead. With the questions you are supposed to make it about your own state until that becomes normal and natural.

I wondered what if someone else shows up? And another man did. He really liked me and the energy between us was just like what I imagined. But the funny part is my specific person showed up too. I did go with him one night and he told me that he wanted us to have a real relationship because he finds himself thinking about me and he gets sad if he believes he will lose me and not get all of me ever.

Now I had to chose between these two men. I chose my specific person because that made me the happiest, and I know how to manifest people now. If I decide I do not want him, I know how to manifest a perfect partner out of thin air.

Thank you for teaching me about the joy and delight of God. You brought me back to a beautiful life.